I want someone to love me.




That I want to love.

Foreign To Me

I have reached an unfortunate conclusion. I like people. But I don't. I like them in the way that they are there and they're present-- and conversing and hanging out and sharing with people are by far some of my favorite things to do in general -- but over time, I've realized, I'm not satisfied. I will always find myself feeling stuck with the people that I have , with the situation that I'm in. I find myself yearning somebody that I don't know, a fictitious person who is my entirety, someone I trust but is there for me, someone I don't care too much about, or is overwhelmingly into me.  hopefully the problem is that I don't know them yet.

This isn't the first time this happens... It's not the first time I pick up my phone in hopes of contacting someone but have no one that I want to call. I have people that I care about, and of course people who I can call which I love. But somehow it's just not enough.