miércoles, 9 de junio de 2010

Clear Uncertainty

Another school year closing in on us, another year that I'm oblivious until I have so little time left. (I’m a world-class procrastinator, what can I say?)So far I’m making sure I no longer owe anything to anyone (teachers), checking the classes I enlisted in next year, reviewing my options as to the classes I want to take opposed to the ones required by High School and bachillerato. Packing boxes. For when? Uncertain until further notice. Rethinking my choices this year, reliving it in my head. I’m not sure that I’m happy with how I decided to take this past year but I am, for sure (or at least 90%) not unhappy with it.

I’m not sure I “grew” as a person, per-say, but I changed for sure. Physical changes become apparent though very slight. Hair got weird, grew an inch, maybe a couple? New clothes, tattoo, thicker ankles, grew in some places, not so much in others (imagine what you want… dirty mind.) Maybe some slighter changes involve my way of being me.

Let me rephrase, better yet explain that. What I mean is that I think in this past year I have acquired a shorter temper with my parents and anything that has to do with either of them. Unfortunately I have been told I am now resembling them… I’ll work on it.

Milestones and facts:
- Took my first AP class
- Almost failed my first AP class
- Became more serious… I’d like to think so
- Danced, Laughed, Cried, Patience
- lost at Binationals
- regained independency
- managed to paint well over half of my wall- surface-area
- stayed out of any romantic entanglements
- Managed my family
- took a step into my OWN life
- managed family all the while
- Stayed alongside friends
- gained better judge of character
- no longer care as to what I say, people who know me deal with it

I really had no idea what I was going to write. I will soon turn 16 and ironically and as a big of a cliché as it might sound, I have my priorities much clearer now than ever before, granted 15 years isn’t long which is why I can say it with certainty. I hope this summer is (for lack of a better word) awesome and I can’t wait until I can formally say I did, scratch that, DO what I want to the full extent.

(LAWS DON’T COUNT DUH)

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